I awoke from a few dreams I had throughout the night. Seems as if I’m being put through different timelines. Since I’m aware when I’m dreaming, I kind of go with some, others I want no parts of. Some dreams involve my family, which are mainly my children.
As a youth, I dreamed of my mother coming to me as a grim reaper a few times (I really did not know her well since she put my siblings and I in foster care at very young ages). She is now in a nursing home at a young 50ish, after having a brain-stroke. She lived a hard life on the streets. After finding her, I see after her now, because I love her—I never didn’t. I just didn’t know where she was all these years. She’s healing physically, but I’m not so sure mentally and emotionally; she seems drenched in guilt. (I’m an Empath, and sometimes it’s hard to be around her because of her emotions). She refuses to give it up. Apparently, no matter what I say, she thinks she doesn’t deserve forgiveness. I advised her to simply ask God, then herself….but she keeps asking ME. I keep saying, “I forgive you.”
I often struggled through my youth growing up in different homes, moving often (because the family didn’t want me anymore, I was too weird) I always maintained my schooling for myself since my education seemed to be the only thing I had control over. I kept my ownself in check with my grades; I was considered “very bright” in school. I got bored after just two degrees, because life had really taught me more than any educational institution did or has—I can’t afford a Master’s Degree anyway, my loans are at 30 grand from the lesser ones.
Anyway, I’ve dreamed of Jesus, Mary, the man in the white suit, the lady in the blue dress, and the Pleiadians as well—and a few bad beings. God talks to me often, I’ve definitely began to listen in 2012. Christ came to me in Jan 2012 (while I was on a date! yeah, I know, he did say like a theft in the night!) The dream I’m going to tell you about is short so I’m saving it for further down this post.
Recently I viewed myself in a sort of chamber surrounded by flowers and there were voices repeatedly saying, “Mona wake up!” I heard this music playing but I can’t remember it. I also recently dreamed that I was able to say goodbye to a couple of good friends, and then being dressed in white robes, by a man.
I’ve received instructions on how to BE in these days which come as biblical phrases (see http://www.hearmytruths.wordpress.com) guided into teachings. Also some dreams involve how to stay calm during chaos by using simulated situations, like standing still in raging water until not a ripple can be seen.
I also dreamed that I was told that I am Pleiadian, but I denied such in wake state; then I had another recent dream in which I was told donot deny my heritage, that I am Pleiadian. I thought ok but what’s a earth HUman really to do with that information in a place where saying your from up north, down south, or from Russia is cool. But, “I’m from Pleaides!” Huh?!!! I have yet to say it verbally, I end up stuttering something about down south, but that doesn’t even feel right inside. What do you do OPENLY in truth in a world where mostly everyone is still in illusion?
I often read instruction and stories (after my deciphering symbols and order) in my dreams but I forget most of them upon waking (It used to be in huge white rooms with others dressed in white then onto simulations). I discovered that using an alarm clock causes trauma to my insides. I only started in September to use one since I have wake up at 5 to get everyone out on time. My body used to just wake up on time until then. One more control mechanism on our souls to not remember ourselves…alarm clocks. Hmmp….that just came to me. Something to think about further.
So, l dreamed this morning, that I was sitting playing with my daughter and her toys, and suddenly the whole room begin to turn forward. I was calm because knew the earth was moving on her axis (we had been told this would happen just not when) so I stood up and reached for my daughter, everything stopped. The earth had not turned completely over. Yet. I woke up. Last week I dreamed that I was in a building and a very shaky earthquake began. I calmly stood to leave for safety. I woke up.
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